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This final Bandcamp Friday exclusive is a song I used to play live a lot, but was never 100% on how it sounded. When I was writing In The Shadow Of The Monolith, I found that it didn't quite fit, and lyrically, my song "Forgiveness" hits a lot of the same themes. So while this is falling to the wayside in the way of a lot of songs I've written, I did want to get it to the best it could be and share it with everyone!


Squandered every chance that I had
There is no turning back
I know that I'm to blame
I draw the curtains shut
the ritual begins
I look inside to see
Where it all went wrong (2x)

Moments coalesce as I scry into the past
The mirror shows me places I once knew
Words lashed out in anger
That can't be taken back
I look inside to see
Where it all went wrong

hold myself accountable
for all the things I've said
I'll pay for my mistakes
But I need to understand
I can't repeat the past
I look inside to see
Where it all went wrong


from Bandcamp Friday Exclusive Songs, track released December 2, 2022


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Doors In The Labyrinth Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania

postgoth/darkwave from Pittsburgh

Doors In The Labyrinth is the work of josh loughrey, seeking to bring his past experiences (noise, folk, ambient, film scores, synthpop, techno) together to create dark narrative songs.

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